monday night, after the first day Xav attended childcare @ Eager beaver @ YS central, he yakked alot before slp, i had only 3hours of slp that particular day. by 8pm i was already shot down. tired restless, oh and afer 4pm that day i sputtered when i speak. we picked him up at 545pm that day, a happy cheeky boy came running out and i brought him to pack dinner before marmi & daredi came to pick us up. went to the petrol kiosk to buy freshmilk, Xav followed marmi to the kiosk, i stayed in car. he came back with freshmilk n greentea!!! he told marmi i like greentea. muahahahha~ =P so sweet of him, cos he himself got a pack of choc freshmilk, so he told marmi i like greentea and he 'bought' a bottle for me! almost reaching hm he started pressing his tummy and complained of tummy ache, i knew where the problem lies, he din pass motion that morning. so he took very very long to poo and ended up in the toilet seat with his DS! yes his DS, something i kept for about 3months .. n i took it out. hilarious isnt it? once the DS came out, his poo did too. fast. at night he talked alot , i was damn damn damn tired. but i listened attentively. he talked about school his friends, mentioned that he goes to school from mon-fri, n we work from mon-fri, sat he'll get to go out, play at hm, oh, n he mentioned something that made me burst out laughing, he said ' mummy, my teacher skin is brown just like my kinect soccer uncle chaota' .. tehhee. n he knows how to make plans for his shoes nw, which i dunno y but he said that night ; ' monday i wear my sandals, tuesday 2day wear slippers, wednesday 3day wear my crocs (which is today n he really wore his crocs out to sch).. the 2day 3day is how he describe the days of the week. monday1day go sch, tuesday 2day, friday 5day go sch like that.. hehehehehehhehehe. ohohoh!! and he's getting more n more talkative!! hehehehehhehee!!!
2nd day to sch wasnt a big problem except that i packed his bag without his bath towel so teacher passed him one to use. noon i called up to check on him and teacher said he's sleeping already im like sooooooooooo happy. hehehehe. last night we slpt early. he slpt by 10pm n me? 1130pm cos there was a wonderful show at 279, someone slammed n broke someone's window! the whole blk came out to seesee kpoh jus like what i did. haha. n i vomitted last night feeling super frail. ytd morning i went to sign my appt letter. most prob ill wrk on thurs or fri, or maybe if i still hv unfinished business maybe ill go on friday.
this morning Xav had no problem waking up when the alarm sounded. i packed his bag and placed a pack of milk for him to drink. he cried whn he reached sch. reason: ( i guess) mr wee waiting in carpark, i sent him up ( 1st 2days we both sent him), he took his temperature, his sch mates standing beside n behind him got daddy n mummy for company. he turned his head left right left right he cant see his daddy his eyes redden n tears rolled down his cheeks. whn asked he asked 'wheres daddy?' so i called mr wee up. gave him a bigbig hug than he walked in drying his tears n said byebye to us. my heart is like SO damn pain seeing him cry. thou jus a few drops but its jus like he's trying to tell me, mummy daddy i miss u, faster come tonight ok? iyo at times i really think i think too much, all the teachers kept telling me Xav is doing very well as a new kid in sch .. and and and ytd we picked him up at 5pm sharp, teacher said " u all came too early! Xavier is enjoying himself playing with his mates, laughing n making merry in class!" soon after came my lil boy running out with his enormous backpack of mine with sheets of paper in his hand, he was coloring in class. =) whn asked if he had fun he said : " i like my new sch! very fun cos i got alot of friends and i can see big korkor n jiejie behind" which the sch has a sch lodge as student care but the cc kids arent allowed over but they'll b able to see them. =)
its 1050am nw, im gonna pack my room up, shall call up EB later at noon to check on Xav.
*muacks* Xav, u can do it! i know u can, together we'll be able to adapt this change. together i believe we can.