taken at escape during the june holidays, my first trip there, enjoyable had lotsa fun, saw a very happy xavier that day.. >.<
consolidated tis picture for his school presentation, teacher wanted something related to things done in june, so i shortcut-ed.
i like this picture alot..im dying for a camera. =x who wana sponsor me? darlingg? hehehe..
well its kinda late nw, i just messed up my whole blog, i did save the html dwn, in notepad. i acc clicked it X， n stupidly clicked don't save. wth~ i tink im damn 笨蛋 la. so nw this template in in a big mess till i future continue with it. but god knows when. nobody knows my blog just revived. wuahaha..
feel so 温心just nw, i went to bathe @215.. bathe out i was boiling water, n i heard the keys.. its darlinggg.. he sneaked out to buy me mee tai mak as i was complaining and grumbling away when xav took a super long time to fall aslp tt i was darn hungry.. i haben bathe blahblah.. hehehehe..
regards to the childcare thingy, i havens gone down.. alot reasons la.. sat raining heavily.. so din go dwn.. tmr nt sure if open but ill try my luck cos its sch holidays tmr, n nt sure if its PH yea? the clicking of the keyboard seems soooo loud thou the radio is blabbering away.. my neck hurts alot when i camp at my comp fer too long, but i just cant get myself to use the lappy cos its too 白目.. hahahahhahaa. i hate using lappies .. i wouldnt mind if its FOC but if u were to ask me to spend $on it, ill die.
the darn 4d is wasting alot of my $, ending this june my 4d amt-ed up to 300. its either i cut down more, stop buying, or whatever. i know i wont stop buying.. help............. cigs, 4d, is just too wastage.. i must find a way to cut dwn.. i know i wont stop, there's no reason for me to stop. im full of excuses.
today xav happily used my computer.. he doesnt frequent starfall anymore, fully on playhousedisney now.. darnnit. hahahahhhaa, he occupies my comp in the noon, night will be my camping time. he's now sound aslp in the chilly room while im here blabbering away. hopefully he 's slpin soundly, he pee-ed twice b4 bed.. so i guess he wont wake till dawn to pee again..
ii kept wonder tis days, if i were to wrk, shud i continue taobao-ing? imagine morning 6wake, prepare myself, prepare xav, journey to wrk, wrk see boss, rush bk, fetch xav, tk kare of him till bedtime, hsewrk, use comp? will i still hv time？ i tink ill really left bones, 为了我的臭臭, 我一定要坚持. go ahead as planned first, im sure he'll benefit from being in the childcare compared to staying at hm with me this mummy. butbutbut everytime i think of him gg into childcare i feel my chest tightening, breathless... the more i tink abt it tears start forming. WHY!!! i tink im MAD!!!!! ARGH~~~~~ i tink ill find it harder to part with him than he parting with me.. boo~ im really lousy.
enf of ranting, i nita slp, awaiting for my parcels tmr morning~~
darlingg just came out n peeked at what im doing.. LOL
