there's been so much going on in my life recently, glad its blown over. i believe in perseverance & the will to fight & move on. Giving up is not within my choices.
well... gran has been in hospital since 11th till like 23rd? & im like gg over to KTPH twice a day, morning when Xav goes to sch, picks him frm sch, hm for lunch, i bring him dwn with me in the noon or at times in the early evening.. consistant fer abt a week+ thn Xav started coughing. i doubt its due to the germs there la, only 20% germs, 50% the cold/hot drink machine, those FOC kind at the lounge u know? papercups by the side, u take 'pop' then go 'swwwwwhhhh' than can drink. Xav can drink n drink without u knowing he might have drank up till 10cups?!~ with a bloated tummy, he will walk around asking ppl if they want anydrinks.. haha, the water is super chilly kind, with chiller installed beneath the vendor. i can only say brainFREEZE.
Xav is awwwwwwwww so sweets n 霸道 u know.. kekeke.. he actually said 老嫲我自己推我可以。and refused to let us push, he is still short la, he cant see the front view so he will go peeping out from the sides whenever he cant see the front view. during ahmahs stay in the hospital he will go ranting at hm telling me 'mummy lao mah is sick, cannot go home..' .. when i tell him i gg to visit ahma when he's in school he'll reply '妈咪你先去，我等一下去..' haha..Xav fell sick on fri, coughcough, than sat he had slight fever, night pop up.. ate meddy, subsided, so on off on off his fever continued till sunday. mon went to the doc, we waited for 1 1/2 at the coffeeshop, just BOTH of us only. imagine hw stupid i look keep talking like 10sentences to Xav where he mostly only replied 10words outta 10sentences. he was feeling so down n groopy! he din even wana eat his fav wantonmee...first 2days whn he aint feeling well i went dwn purposely cos he mentioned he wana eat wantonmee for breakfast, i woke washup brought an umbrolly dwn despite the pouring rain. dUH~ ok im abit 24孝妈咪, but i am also 24SIAO. i go berserk too~~
i'm so cash strapped, but i dun understand y i still spend. not once i can go home emptyhanded. im crazy. but the things i buy are mostly necessities. more than necessary 的 necessities. hahahaa, i bought stuffs like detergent even thou there's more than half a bottle left, bought tissueboxes which i DON't use at all and i din buy toilet rolls which was supposed to be stocked by than. muahahaha! im nuts.
oh yesyes i bought Xav his art & craft stuffs again, nono, shud be refilling, those paint wrk u knw? found commonly in malls whereby u sit, n u squeeze paint, than u bake it, DING!!! & TADAHHH!! ur wrk cms out fresh-ly oven-ly bake-D. will upload the pics when they arrived =)
routine nowadays has been changed, i can slp at 2am, i wake at 5am when the alarm rings.. thn either i fall back aslp when everyone is out or i shall start comp hogging while doing housework.. i love waking up in the morning cos ill have all the time in the world to sit n rot. hehehe, like now its 940am, im waiting for xav to wake up than ill prepare him breakfast, im still considering whether to let him attend school today cos he still got coughcough.. hmmmmmm.. shall see how later when he wakes =D
i take forever to publish this post, 1046am, he's doing his business after breakfast, while im planning to get some minced pork n fishballs so that i can steam some eggs to eat to satisfy my eggies crave and shall get him his 米粉luncheon meat for his lunch later, 2nite gg to benghiong for dinner with ahma once again to celebrate her birthday & uncle eric's birthday =)
i'm so hungry!!!
