day 1 of sch has passed, xavier cried till he vomitted.. faints.. he cried n cried whn he entered the door, puked. teacher brought him in, the door closed, i stood outside waiting to see if he's still crying but he stopped .. sometimes i realli wonder, why he must cry whn he tells me he likes going to sch.. the minute he goes into class he will stop. but when he enters the door to get his temperature remove his shoes blahblah he will cry. ask me to go in. sit with him. carry his bag. wants to go home. faints.after he went to sch, as usual i went to market, bought fish n pork..went hm to cook, packed the hall, tidy my forever messy room, blasted the speaker in the living room.. just for the fun of it..
tmr he wont be attending sch as he has to go dwn to kkh for his check up for his heart. . wonder how his heart is doing.. his condition is labeled as hole in the heart. no medication. nothing to be avoided. everything as normal just that he has the condition hole in the heart. i also realli dunno how long it'll take to heal but doc said tiny hole will mend.. but duno hw long only. tmr i also nt sure if its checkup or scan.. appt at 1045am , cant get to change to after 2pm.. else he can go to sch first.. the lady said all appts full already.
darlingg went prawning just nw, so he came hm around 12+ if im nt wrong.. when he came hm, xavier n i were watching his baby videos.. i ransacked the comp found a video darlingg n i took way back in 2006 in the ktv.. singing 你最珍贵。haha, realli so long ago le.. found it so funny. watched xavier baby's videos laughed and it really goes to show how time flies.. from rolling around in bed chuckling till he sat in the walker, till he played with my little doggie dottie, till he went out shopping with me riding kiddyrides, going to changi beach clubs to swim.. lots n lots of them.. till the most recent one taken today singing his school morning n goodbye song, n naming daredi marmi darlingg jo n ahbois name.. wahaha..
shall stop here, i got losta mails unreplied. *yawns*, pray i finish them asap, cos im tired, just made nestum into the room..
this particular photo was taken in May2007, how memorable. =) he fell aslp on his walker. hee.. im feeling so tired wanted to find some pictures of babies sleeping thn realised ive got a photo of xavier faling asleep. ahahaha. its 415am~ finally im done with my stuffs, my poor nestum is chilly.. no longer warm.. my neck is aching, im left with a mere 5hours of slp and i gotta wk up to wash the clothes and hurry to prepare b4 setting off to kkh.. im gg for my nitepuff, so long.. bed oh bed, im coming, wait for me.. n darling xavier, please don't kick me tonite..
