To: My Xavier Boy
Darling chouchou,
big boy liao ler, cannot cry ok? u got to go to school , play with your friends, singsongs, dance and learn lots of things, there'll be teachers to look after you. anything u must call for teacher ok? if dunno or forget teacher than call auntie. im sure they will response to u de. cannot cry ok? u are a boy. . cannot cry.. must go school de. go sch learn alot alot of things. mummi is so happy when this afternoon u kept sanging good morning good morning nice to see ur smiling face, and u hummed the rest behind and u still remember how the teacher taught u how to dance. you can ok? remember that mummi will be waiting outside for u .. hungry must ttell teacher ok?? ask teacher give u mummum to eat.. if cold must tell teacher also ok? dun be afraid.. if anybody bullies u , u must let me know ok? im disturbing u now, as the keyboard is clicking and im sniffing away. . u must be brave you must be strong, mummi will always be here ok? this thurs daddi off daddi and i will send u to sch together ok?
Love always.
Darling chouchou,
big boy liao ler, cannot cry ok? u got to go to school , play with your friends, singsongs, dance and learn lots of things, there'll be teachers to look after you. anything u must call for teacher ok? if dunno or forget teacher than call auntie. im sure they will response to u de. cannot cry ok? u are a boy. . cannot cry.. must go school de. go sch learn alot alot of things. mummi is so happy when this afternoon u kept sanging good morning good morning nice to see ur smiling face, and u hummed the rest behind and u still remember how the teacher taught u how to dance. you can ok? remember that mummi will be waiting outside for u .. hungry must ttell teacher ok?? ask teacher give u mummum to eat.. if cold must tell teacher also ok? dun be afraid.. if anybody bullies u , u must let me know ok? im disturbing u now, as the keyboard is clicking and im sniffing away. . u must be brave you must be strong, mummi will always be here ok? this thurs daddi off daddi and i will send u to sch together ok?
Love always.
look at my poor boy, swollen eyes.. 130, the class door opened, he walked out holding his bottle carrying his bag. looking all well except for the jumpy jumpy sniffing from all the crying, swollen eyes. whn he saw me standing behind he ran to me hugged me tight and said ' mummi mummi' , patted his chest than lie on my shoulder and said baby.. i gguess he's scared and wants me to comfort him so he says he's baby.. when i saw him i was so happy... cld feel the tears comin in.. dunno y.. so happy to see him.. cos he was able to stay there , so far so good..back home i saw his wrist there got a little scratch , duno whats that. so i snapped it down. pray for me that all will be well tomorrow..
06.01 - day 2 of schoolxavier slept around 3am last night, played with his daddi and i till he finally dozed off at 3am, woke at 1045am and got ready for sch.. since last nite whnever sch was mentioned he wld go 'mummi mummi' , till this morning also the same.. so i had this strong sense that something was gg wrong. i was pure shocked whn i read the notice on the door that today wont be orientation le.. its officially starting sch le.. 2hours. hais.. and true enough when we went down and the classroom door opened and he was supposed to q and be examined by the teachers, he told me to close the door, and started crying. =( i brought him to the seating area removed his shoes, but he was still crying.. kept calling out for me.. just nt even 5mins at the walkway.. he started already. than the classroom doors were all closed. so the kiddies were seated in the middle. cos one main door u enter will have a walkway.. then 2beside wil be classrooms. so they all sat there.. nt even 5mins the teachers told us all to leave.... xavier was crying and crying till i took out a sweet , popped into his mouth.. rubbed his head, told him 'darling, cannot cry ok?' then he was distracted as he wanted to chew his sweet, thn remove his socks, so i slipped off. AT THE VERY MOMENT when the door clicked, i guess 80% of the kids cry. LOUD AND CLEAR. but for around 15seconds. SILENCE. power right? so i guessed the teachers opened the classroom doors for them to go in.
i stood outside leaning against the windows, pressing my ears hard on the windows .. and i heard him crying out loud.. mummi mummi....... my tears fell.. i hurried to the other block. took a puff, chatted on the phone went back to 'listen' again. this time round still ok , din hear him. went to the market to buy his pork n veg.. went back to 'listen' again.. n i HEARD him again. not crying but kept mumbling mummi mummi.. so so so heartpain.. i tell u im lousy.. i cried. =x damn.. hais. but im very happy that he's going to sch already. =)
this noon he din took his nap, so slept around 9pm.. dinner time i asked him if he wanted to go to sch to look for his teachers he said OK. than later when asked.. he said "MAI MAI MAI!!!" .... *shrugs* .. tmr i really hope it wont happen again.. tmr i leave straight. WONT loiter outside. I PROMISE OK!
the first thing he did when he entered the class was to find books, cos i told him we were going to read books. know what? he reached for the bigbig attendance book on the table.. LOL! xavier just gets so curious, im hiding smwhere behind the easel where he cant see me.. he din call out for me.. just walked around at times following the group else will be elsewhere in the class playing with the stuffs.. the times he will be in class will be from 1130-1330.. 2 hours only.. but the orientation which actually was supposed to be on for 3days was only 1hour. ytd after a short while. parents were chased out of the classroom.. i was stunned. cos its only his first day.. but the teachers said its ok, nt to worry.. so i strolled around the classroom corridoor while sticking my head near the windows to hear if he cried.. he din cry but heard him calling 'openopen' then nobody answered him and next he said was 'mummimummi!' than awhile later stopped. WOW. the other WOW thing was , when the teacher chased us out, when the door clicked.. cries could be heard loud n clear. heartwrenching man.
xavier sat down and took OFF his socks..... all the parents were in the class.. there were kids wailing away. xavier din make noise.. but he kept asking for his 'colours' which meant he wanted to have some crayons and pencils to draw on the board.. hehehee. i snapped his video of them dancing and singing. shall upload soon..
he was strolling around the void deck as usual, saw alot of his 'friends' and was very very happy of cos..
snap snap snap, happyhappyhappy...
05.01.09 Xavier's first day to school..he happily prepared and waited while i brought him down.. when asked if he likes, he wld go YES~~~~~ its the 2nd day for orientation.. i missed the first class.. the night before i was on the phone wit jolyn again and we discussed abt the boys going to sch.. hw time flies.. now i knw hw diff it is to be a mother. but i guess, some mothers wont be able to feel this kinda kinship.. somehow...
Rykiel of cos, =) i realised i've AGED again.
臭臭－Xavier
妹妹－Kah Yee
Kah yee - Xavier's Ah Yihehehe.. so cute right the both of them~
i'm a shark i'm a shark , i live in the sea, i dive thru the waters easily..i'm a little bit silly and playful as can be..
is tat how the song goes in hi-5? i dunno the last verse and i guess not all is correct. but Xavier LOVES playing with the shark and listening to my shark song..
feeling comfy with his new shades ~ LOL
Xavier with his mini 'workspace' @ IKEA
04.01.09 - Xavier's night outxavier din slept that noon, till evening he was tired. . but whn marmi came into the room to ask if i wanted to join them to ikea. chou2 responded faster than me, he said YES! he loves ikea.. hai. i had rejected at first as i din wana bring the stroller.. n im afraid that he would be grouchy later on as he had not slept. but.. on the way dwn to ikea, he din even sleep a wink in the car.. GOSH~ so in ikea i thought he would be tired after awhile but i was WRONG! he was so hapily enjoying himself.. and he had company too! aunty chris,uncle yoong and kahyee came!!
Weekends was shopping out with jo of cos, went to lunch at northpoint AGAIN. cos i din wana go to SSC for aston's .. i abit getting sick of it. =x OOPS
Friday - 02.01 , i thought that since its a friday its not considered sch reopen.. so i went dwn and sch already started. so paid up his fees blahblah and went back and pondered alotalotalot.. darling was off that particular dae.. b4 that we went to northpoint for lunch.. and back home we had a huge quarrel. well skip that part, nt impt already. ssoo xavier IS going to sch! and i m so so so worried and happy and blahblah i do not knw hw shud i xpress myself.. PARENTS!!!! u all shud know what m i tokin about.. well Xavier is turning 3 this 11th January.. =) He's abig boy now...Rykiel's finally back. i'm busy damn occupied in my life now cos im busy with leetleones till i hardly have enough sleep at nite. but of cos not all days i sleep at 5am .. hee. ill be on the phone with jolyn, talkin n yakking till the wee hours. or ill be at wrk. fully occupied up at night. morning till noons will be with daredi n xavier at home. daredi finally went back to work le, he had 2full months off! power. paid somemore.. how i envy him. im getting very happy now as now im going to start blogging , because Xavier started school le. i enrolled him in pre-nursery at the opposite block. just a block away... well here goes..
