Tuesday, July 22, 2008

我的错

for so long.. i havent had a good talk with her.. i duno y but i cried. laugh at me for all i care.. but i really feel so disheartened. im nt bias. its just that ting is my closest gf. she shares my laughs, my cries, my pain with me. i do kare for u .. i treat u like how i treat her.. i treasure you like how i treasure her. but y.. y.. its nt the way you think.. you may tink that i m just finding excuses nt to go as none attended my rom. nono. i never thought that way. how many a times must i say... i wouldnt bother cooking for someone who doenst have a place in my heart. i wouldnt bother calling u tonnes a day.. staying up late cracking brains .. chatting with u .. i kare with all my heart. but u dunno. hw many years have we known each other? since sch days.. seeing each other grow up getting married.. bearing kids..i feel so sad.. im nt like that.. its nt i bear grudges..
I said: than wad must i do to make u belive me?
U said: no need
i dun tink i feel that heartache when i quarrel with ahlai.. but im feeling the stinging pain in my heart. NO!! just remember that you'll always have a place in my heart. i promise..

请原谅我..