for so long.. i havent had a good talk with her.. i duno y but i cried. laugh at me for all i care.. but i really feel so disheartened. im nt bias. its just that ting is my closest gf. she shares my laughs, my cries, my pain with me. i do kare for u .. i treat u like how i treat her.. i treasure you like how i treasure her. but y.. y.. its nt the way you think.. you may tink that i m just finding excuses nt to go as none attended my rom. nono. i never thought that way. how many a times must i say... i wouldnt bother cooking for someone who doenst have a place in my heart. i wouldnt bother calling u tonnes a day.. staying up late cracking brains .. chatting with u .. i kare with all my heart. but u dunno. hw many years have we known each other? since sch days.. seeing each other grow up getting married.. bearing kids..i feel so sad.. im nt like that.. its nt i bear grudges..
I said: than wad must i do to make u belive me?
U said: no need
i dun tink i feel that heartache when i quarrel with ahlai.. but im feeling the stinging pain in my heart. NO!! just remember that you'll always have a place in my heart. i promise..
请原谅我．．
I said: than wad must i do to make u belive me?
U said: no need
i dun tink i feel that heartache when i quarrel with ahlai.. but im feeling the stinging pain in my heart. NO!! just remember that you'll always have a place in my heart. i promise..
请原谅我．．
we're going out. to town to town. yes. it wasn't what i expected. damn packed train. i sat an empty train from ys.=) blessed~~
the so very vain me, snapping away. xavier was co-operative today. i coaxed him into bed ard 330. he refused to slp cos he woke ard 1140am. =x but ard 415 he dozed off! =p~ he knows im gg shopping.. and at 545+.. he woke automatically. *Grinz*
meet one of my favourite food. chicken rice ball from toapayoh. its darlinggs off day. went to tpy to get some stuffs done. stocked my showerfoam. ate. drank my fav koi bubble tea.. than left HOME! ya. it was a short trip out to tpy with 2darlinggs and my PILs. thn nite time went to eat my favourite thai food.. at ys.. dunno where la. it used to be located at sembawang shopping centre. than it smwhat shifted or whatever. =p~ im waiting for darlingss next off day.. to wait for him to take off its like waiting for christmas. zZzZzz
i know i look freaking ODD in these pictures. but no choice. these are the only fews i have taken that day!! =) I LOVE my 2 DARLINGSS!!
Xavier @ Causewaypoint - Tuesday
At the arcade.. =p~ jo & i went for gelare AGAIN! =X 
Ain't my chou2 ke ai.. =pP~*
The Pirate Eyed Xavier .. *CHEESEEEEE*
Looking great ? =pP~* My lil' IMP! 臭臭
TA DA !! look look who's here.. xiaohui. hmms.. she's from my sch. secondary sch. we hardly SPOKE. nor HI-ed. but she's at my place cos..
She's jolyn's sister.. =) so small hor? so qiao hor? and to think that it was thru her sis that i spoke to her. LOL. really funny.. HAHAHAHAs. thanks girls for coming over.. and sorries for nt being a gd host. im real sick. -.-zZzz
=*) see you girls soon..!
yan yan anyone? hahaa, he can say yan yan but in sucha odd tune.. he got to eat his yan yan after he kicked up a fuss after we got back from northpoint..=x
i went out early noon to northpoint to mit jo.. cos she had 1/2dae mc .. she went to the docs.. and we met up at northpoint for lunchie.. muaHas. =) im sick of the food dwnstairs thou theres about 10kopidiams. nbs. the food just sucks here. great damn lot. i wonder how these ppl eat them everyday. hais. i still prefer being in the east. =x
Darling & Darlingg.. =x 2 darlinggss !
im still feeling so sick after all these days. its gonna be a week.. and my poor darlingg is ALREADY infected by me.. all the coughing n wheezing.. poor boy. =( i guess his cough is much more troubling him.. hais. my neck hurts even when im sitting at the comp. it DIN hurt in the past at all.. sobs. now my back hurts, neck hurts. sobs. im lazi to go down mans.
ytd zhengmei came over.. guess the last time i saw her was when i went to pop by at her work place at vivo.. LOLs. she's gonna be mummy liaos.. thats fast. muahahhas.. was going with her to mit aini ytd evening but chou2 slept kinda late thus i din go.. hmms.. some other times alright ladies.. we'll catch up real soon.. and of cos not forgetting ting.. =)
tell me how have i been feeling the whole day. sharks. days back i was still alive n kicking. =x of cos i wasnt dead la.. ytd morning woke up with a sharp pain in my back.. my throat was dry.. my nose were blocked. my whole body ached like fcuk. its either the day b4 i exert myself too much while doing a whole day wrk.. or .. my da yi ma visiting me soon. i feel so helpless u know. . ytd i cooked porridge.. cos i was lazy to go down. lil xavier is good boy ok... he knows when to disturb me and when not to .. but nevertheless.. he still irritates me and i scolded him.. firstly im dead beat.. 2nd he keeps irritating me.. ARGH! i wana get well soon.. pain here pain there.. i hardly bother to do anything..
my only way of cheering myself up.. snapping! yes. i woke up damn early todae. by 715 i was kicking in bed with xavier. muahaha.. by 745 darlinggs phone rang and he prepared for work.. now xavier's watching his boohbah while im here using the computer. i think i have to do the dishes b4 i go to bed.. HURR. oh yes yes yes .. anybody interested in baby pillows? Tag me =)
which is nicer?
i realised i havent been able to slp earli these few days.. i dunno y. i toss n turn b4 i can get into bed.. and its those 2am going to bed.. sharks. nothing special has been going on.. but all i know is that my room is in a great fcuking mess due to my
i had chocolatechipwaffles @ gelare @ cwp on tuesday.. with daredi marmi & larry.. of cos xavier too la... lols~ i ate waffles ONLY. they ate waffles with icecream.. and to my surprise is larry DID NOT finish his waffle & icecream. he always finishes his food. and always is those not enough kind. =x WAHAHHA
my dearest marmi & i
my 2 dearest sheeps. =x my lil brother & daredi ..
of cos, where can i leave out my little one.. he din sleep the whole noon.. he knows we're going out.. he dong n dong.. till 7pm ... we decided to bring the pram out incase he wana slp.. in the end. when we reached CWP.. shopping 1/2wae in the pasarmalam. . he dozed off.. thn i hurried into the mall.. cos its more cooling.. and well ventilated.. =x nono.. i meant the air was more clear.. cos the pasarmalam was DAMN smoky from all the cooking.. HAHAs. =*) i loves xavier mans.. thou he getting naughtier.. and i mean real naughty. jo says he has been learning things from me.. eg: SCREAMING on top of my lungs. OOPS. i din mean to do it all the time.. its cos he's irritating me at times that i really have to scream n shout to get him to listen to me. grr. is it becos i din get enf slp? hope nots..